Hey I know its been a while since you have seen something I have written, sorry I really haven't been motivated as of late. But I would give you the wonderful, fabulous me as I play in some of my clothes and shoes. Yeah, I know real shallow...but whatever, this is what you get! Some deep stuff might come later.
What's been going on with me in the last few months??? Nothing really. I work and I come home. I've been working out lately, due to doctors orders. What started as a routine check up ended up as being a precursor to diabetes interrupting my life. So now I must begin a dramtic lifestyle change. I know its going to be for the best of my health and also change the way I look, which is something to look forward to, but its the process man! It has taken some time to change my attitude about it and get with the flippin program. I don't like it, but I'm going to do it.
I have made some progress on my goals for the year. I did my taxes on time, found a doctor, and still on the hunt for a church home. Somethings are on delay. I'll get to them eventually.
I've grown my hair...its still on the short side but its definately longer than what I'm used to. It seems as if every fifth person has a short and sassy look to them. It's all very cute, but I get exhausted looking at my head on other peoples bodies. So with that there came change. Again I don't like the process of growing it out, but I'm doing it anyway. I even started taking prenatal pills to help it along. Its doing something.
I havent been back to Michigan since February. My plan is to head back home at the end of July. We'll see what happens then...
Love life??? non-exsistant. I've met some people only to not see them again (or in some cases, not at all). I don't know what that is all about. I'm not going down the road of negative self talk, so I'll end that sentence right there.
My feelings about da 'boro are still the same. However, going back to Michigan again isn't an option. It's more of doing what I have to do to be self sufficient and an intense longing for comfort and security. I really don't know what it will take for me to like being here, so accepting it is the only alternative. Ironically, many people from Michigan that I know from college are making their way to the south. I learned that from FaceBook.